I have recently learned something so mind blowing I’m reluctant to share it. However, when Spirit guides me to do something, I listen and take action. Hopefully this will help someone who is suffering with mental hijinks.
Once I stepped onto my spiritual path 11 years ago, I was plummeted into the world of heavy egoic activity. Negative thoughts were pervasive and self-shaming. I have been energetically attacked, choked and gagging for breathe, pushed into my garage door hitting my head and suffering a bad concussion, spilling hot water on myself burning my skin, pushed into walls while walking, and on and on.
It was an energetic attack affecting me mentally and physically and it scared me into silence. For years I hid and prayed for help. I began focusing into my heart and following my inner guidance, which helped a lot. My life flowed better when I did this. However, I was still being attacked energetically. Something was trying to hold me back in life, so I prayed and asked what it was. My friends didn’t seem to have it as rough as I did with the false ego energy. For some reason my ego felt like it was on steroids.
In serving clients I have encountered every sort of energetic entity you could imagine, and face them all fearlessly because I am Christ aligned. But this energy affecting my own life was something different, more intense, more evil. I prayed and asked what this energy was and why it was so persistent in my life.
When you ask, it is given, and the spiritual information appeared before me which blew my mind. This is why I don’t really want to talk about it – it goes deep down the rabbit hole. My disclaimer is when you read the information take in only what feels right for you and discard the rest. Each of us is at a different level of spiritual awareness. This is my truth because I have experienced it first hand.
So what is this causing chaos in my life? Don Juan Mastus, a shaman warrior who mentored shaman Carlos Castenada, explains it best in the book, “The Active Side of Infinity.”
Don Juan states:
“Indeed we are held prisoner! This was an energetic fact for the shamans of ancient Mexico. We have a predator that came from the depths of the cosmos and took over the rule of our lives. Human beings are its prisoners. The predator is our lord and master. The predators give us their mind, which becomes our mind. It has rendered us docile, helpless. If we want to protest, it suppresses our protest. If we want to act independently, it demands that we don’t do so.”
The energy is called foreign installation or SuperEgo. You can google that and learn more. I like to call it Wetiko, a name given to this energy by the Cree Indians long ago. While I’ve known about Wetiko for a while, I was praying to know the source because I do not believe in the ‘devil.’ That’s how I learned that the source of this energy is outside forces from the cosmos.
It blew my mind to learn that there are outside forces at work inside our minds. My prayers have been answered but its not what I thought, lol. I learned we have our Divine Mind inside our heart and our Mental Mind inside our subconscious that has been hijacked. This is why we seek to live through the heart on a spiritual path.
The energy itself is inorganic in nature. It seems to have life force to it, but sometimes it feels void, empty, mechanical. It is a dark, insidious energy that can be seen and mastered through spiritual discipline. My own spiritual disciplines include aligning energetically to Christ’s love, light and divine truth, asking for divine protection 24/7, grounding, shielding, mindfulness and prayer. Now that I know what it is, and have been delivered out of it, I feel empowered!
Here’s the good news – everything I’ve been through in my life was to learn so I could help others overcome too. If you are experiencing anything you feel is overactive within you mind, I can support you to transform and master your fears with all the metaphysical tools I have learned. For me, I’ve decided that all this energy is either love or fear, nothing more. I choose love!